It’s impossible to find my ideal type aka someone who looks like a complete dbag, tatted up with piercings and hats, but who is actually funny, kind, and intellectual.

Except there is such a person. And he’s a church boy how cute. AND HE DANCES. And he lives in another state-.-

Mylife.

Minirantover.

I thought I had at least that one person who I could tell anything to, who won’t judge me, or you know say one thing, but they obviously mean the other and they secretly, yet intentionally, try to make you feel like ddong. I don’t get why people do that. They shouldn’t take their pride issues and insecurities out on me lol. You really can’t trust anyone but yourself. What a shame…

Where is EVELYN FREAKING LEE when you need her. Ofc my biffle would be overseas.

This summer has so much potential. I mean, it still does, I have 3 months.

But I’m starting to feel it again. And I don’t want to use the “late night” excuse tonight.

I need an escape.

This time, I actually have a choice. Korea seems like the perfect solution.

What’s stopping me:(

Sometimes, I just need to shut my eyes and jump.